what isn't mine

I ordered two bags from Zalora, a popular online shopping website in my country. After a few days, the package arrived with three bags in it. Was it a gift or was it a mistake? I don't know how other people would react to this situation.
As for me, I sent an email to customer service and asked them if there was a mistake in packing the bags since I only ordered two bags. They confirmed it. I asked if I could just pay for the bag. They refused the offer and asked me to send the bag back. They gave two couriers where I could send the bags back for free.
I went to the nearest one but they refused to accept it because they didn't deliver it to me and they asked for a receipt. Receipt? That bag didn't have any because it was an extra bag added to my order.
I traveled one hour to go to the other courier. I explained to them that the bag was mistakenly added to the package hence there was no receipt. Guess what? They told me to leave the bag without giving me any acknowledgement that i returned it nor any receipt. Of course, I got the bag back and sent an email to Zalora to just get the package from my house.
Thinking back, it wasn't a mistake on my part and yet I experienced such a hassle. I spent time, effort,and money just trying to return the bag. However, my conscience didn't allow me to keep mum about it. I have to return what isn't mine.

Stickers

I love you!

I miss you!

Many chat messaging apps allow users to send stickers with these words. A convenient way it is!
But have you ever wondered if the other person really meant what he/she sent? What if he just accidentally pressed it? What if he used the sticker so he wouldn't have to type the words? If so,
are those words less meaningful, less thoughtful when there isn't any effort to type them? How would you know if the message is real?

These are some of the crazy thoughts in my mind right now...

Waiting

and so she sat there in obscurity

waiting patiently

for the love that was promised

she stayed, she held on

but days passed

her strength began to wear out

she lost her grip,

as she patiently waited

for the love that was promised

.. but never came true

Films

Here's a list of the films I watched when I was younger. Reading the list can give you a glimpse of what kind of person I am. Hahaha!

Jurassic Park
Free Willy
Flipper
There's Something About Mary
Notting Hill
My Bestfriend's Wedding
Message in a Bottle- my favorite
Titanic- this made me cry
Meet Joe Black
Kate and Leopold
Pride and Prejudice
Never Been Kissed
50 First Dates
Maid in Manhattan
Princess Diaries

These are old films. But I like them. I watched them. What movies did you watch when you were younger?

Reasons... getting old

I am back!!! After n months, I feel the need to write something here. It's not that I was forced to but I just need to express what's in my mind.
 Let me give some reasons for being away for so long. That can get me started. Please bear with me.
First, I was busy working and had no time even to check this blog. I was occupied with so many dramas, too. (Not just reel but even my own real drama hahaha)
 Second, I wasn't motivated to write at all. I write depending on my mood. 😜
 Third, fourth fifth... the list can go on but I am lazy to type what they were.
 Anyway, I am back and hopefully I can regularly write something here.
 So what do I want to write about? I feel that I am getting old, really! I used to have lots of energy to do different things and I could stay up late at night and would still be jumping the next day. These days? I feel sooo tired. I prefer to just stay at home when I don't need to go out or when I don't have a schedule for service.
 Some friends would invite me but I always decline. I'd rather sleep. I feel lazy and sluggish.
 Is this normal? I don't know. It's my first time experiencing this. But my mom told me that she had me at this age! Hahaha.. funny.  She was at her peak then, young and energetic, and I feel so old now.
 Since I feel this way, i decided to write what I think, what I feel so there's something to remind me after n years what I have been doing now.

Where's this year taking me?

I had gone a long way since that day when my world almost stopped. Looking back, my life wasn't as horrible as I expected it would be. Yes, things happened slowly and I had to put a lot of effort to make myself happy. However, everything turned out fine. 

I am happier, wiser (I guess), braver, bolder. As they put it, my life has upgraded an inch. Heheh

Well, I still have a long way to go. There are goals that I've not achieved yet. I know obstacles might come my way but there are persons who will never leave my side. And I will always be thankful to them...

So, this is it. As always, one step at a time... 

Ho-hum

He loves me

He loves me not

He loves me

He loves me not

He loves me

H loves me not

Please let him tell me that he loves me....